Wow.. It's been a while. Still not a very popular page, surprising.... Well, I'm still going to post. Even if no one is going to read it. I'm doing this for me. This can be therapeutic.
      So. what have I been up since my last post. Well I've always been the woman with many ideas but no commitment. Let's take a step back into 2010, the year I graduted from highschool. That was going to be my big year. The year I ultimately changed my life. I had plans of moving away, attending a college in the south,  and getting a part-time job. I was excited and I bragged to all of my friends about my plans. But having a slight case of senioritis, my will to turn plan into action was slow, to say the least. I intended on applying to colleges, I intended on moving out of my mothers house and oh did I EVER INTEND to get a job, no matter how low the income was. Nay, I had nothing to show for that year. Absolutely nothing. To keep up appearances I told myself and others that I was on a journey of self-discovery. That I wanted to find out who I was and what I really wanted out life. How proud I was of myself for making up such a-what I thought was- deep lie. Slowly, reality had set in by the end of the year, and I had blown all my graduation money on frivolities, I set out job hunting. Who knew that job hunting could be so tedious and difficult. I mean really, you would objectively assume that finding a minimum wage job would be somewhat easy a task. OH NO my friend. Let's just say my hunt for a real job continued well in to 2011. By the end of the year I had finally found a job and was fairly proud of myself for assimilating as a member of a patriarchal soiety. Seriously speaking, I needed an income. Anyway this job continued well into early 2012, but do to the fact that I worried about my own safety on duty, I severed ties. And the hunting season came early that year. But I never got any game, get it? I made a funny... Time went on, and  the wicked witch was getting antsy, what with two adults , living in her house, without jobs. The threats came rolling in and before I knew it, she wanted us out the house. Fast forward five months, I'm finally out the house and going to school. Things are slow as of late, but I don't regret my decision in the least. I look at the glass as half full nowadays.